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Gotta feel sorry for the kid
« Thread Started on Mar 28, 2005, 1:34am »

Gotta feel sorry for poor Beast Boy :'(

After falling ill, the only cure was the DNA of a green monkey (and according to theory, that's where HIV came from). Tat is where he gained his powers. After gaining this cure, his parents where murdered because of it. Left alone, he joined "The Doom Patrol". A Team of Misfits and Freaks. Later on, he joined the Titans. There, things must have been going pretty good. But he felt inferior around his older friends. Causing a feeling of insecurity. He would hide his pain through smiles and jokes. No one noticed he was hurting inside.

Eventually, he met someone he could relate to. Terra. He fell in love with her. Even after learning her secret. But unfortunately, Robin learned her secret and announced it aloud, making her think that Beast Boy had betrayed her and she ran off to join Slade. Then when she rejoined, she started playing with his heart. But eventually relearned to love him. Those weeks were the happiest days of his life. But his heart was broken when he learned that she was working for Slade. He became cold, ad rejected her apology. Even after promising that he would be her friend no matter what. There he lay, in the bed of the girl he still loved. With the heart-shaped box he made her. Crying. One of the only times he ever aloud himself to.

Later, he was face to face with Terra again. But this time it was different. She was cold. Heartless. She no longer cared who she hurt. As long as she got her revenge. But he never gave up on her. He continued trying to reach her. No matter how far gone she was. Even after she nearly killed them all. He still had hope. He eventually convinced her to fight back. But that unfortunately led to her death.

He never got the chance to tell her the truth. He never told Robin. Perhaps that could have changed everything.

Still locking up his sadness, he continued to smile and making jokes. But he eventually lost it in a fight. Unable to keep it all inside any longer, he just...lost it. That led to a chemical splashing on him, and releasing something that dwelled deep inside. His own dark side. Causing him to attack his own friends, then having no memory of it. After getting the cure, he knew it was still there. Yet he continued to hide it.

All the glaring from his friends certainly didn't help.

I'll sum it all up in three songs that remind me of him.
"Away From Me" by Evanescence

I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll
I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds
But oh, God, I feel I've been lied to
Lost all faith in the things I have achieved
And I

[CHORUS:]
I've woken now to find myself
In the shadows of all I have created
I'm longing to be lost in you
(away from this place I have made)
Won't you take me away from me

Crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins
I look into myself, but my own heart has been changed
I can't go on like this
I loathe all I've become

[Chorus]

Lost in a dying world I reach for something more
I have grown so weary of this lie I live

[Chorus]

"By Myself" by Linkin Park

What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on when I'm streached so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself [myself]

[x2]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself

[Chorus:]
I can’t hold on
To what I want when I’m stretched so thin
It’s all too much to take in
I can’t hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in

If I
Turn my back I’m defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they’ll
Take from me ‘till everything is gone
If I let them go I’ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun
If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer
by myself [myself]

[x2]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself

[Chorus]

How do you think I’ve lost so much
I'm so afraid that I'm out of touch
How do you expect... I will know what to do
When all I know Is what you tell me to

[x2]
Don’t you know
I can’t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can’t seem to convince myself why
I’m stuck on the outside

[Chorus x2]

"Rest in Peace" From Buffy the Vampire Slayer

I died
So many years ago
You can make me feel
Like it isn't so
And why you come to be with me
I think I finally know
mmm, mmm

You're scared
Ashamed of what you feel
And you can't tell the ones you love
You know they couldn't deal
Whisper in a dead man's ear
It doesn't make it real
That's great

But I don't wanna play
'Cause being with you touches me
More than I can say
And since I’m only dead to you
I’m saying stay away and
Let me rest in peace

Let me rest in peace
Let me get some sleep
Let me take my love and bury it
In a hole 6-foot deep
I can lay my body down
But I can't find my, sweet release
So let me rest in peace

You know,
You got a willing slave
You just love to play the thought
That you might misbehave
Till you do,
I'm telling you
Stop visiting my grave
Let me rest in peace

I know I should go
But I follow you like a man possessed
There's a traitor here beneath my breast
And it hurts me more than you've ever guessed
If my heart could beat, it would break my chest
But I can see you're unimpressed
So leave me be and

Let me rest in peace
Let me get some sleep
Let me take my love and bury it
In a hole 6-foot deep
I can lay my body down
But I can't find my sweet release
Let me rest in peace
Why won't you
Let me rest in peace?

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